April 02, 2023
Before noon, I had to give in.

I confess it openly. I tempted GOD with my fasting resolution until November 2, 2017.

I almost went crazy and did not know how to help myself other than to take a 2 kcal drink with vanilla flavor to me, which was ready on the table for more than a week. After that I took the soup and a smaller part of the menu. Physically I feel much better now.

Now I thank YOU, dear Father in heaven, that YOU have forgiven all my sins through the blood of YOUR Son Jesus Christ and that the access to YOU is still open. So I ask YOU that just as YOU answered my prayer for my fellow patient, YOU will also answer my own prayer. I ask YOU for enough sleep at night to recover from the mental and physical efforts.