At one minute after midnight, I check my watch. God woke my ear to hear how disciples hear (Isaiah 50: 4). New world! After two email messages from my pastor, I am curious to see how God will lead me.   The internal motto (lot) in Psalm 85:10 and 11 inspires me and makes me happy and expectant:   אך קרוב ליראיו ישעו לשכן כבוד בארצנו - חסד-ואמת נפגשו צדק ושלום נשקו   “Certainly, His help is near to those who fear Him, that glory may settle in our land. Grace and truth have met; Justice and peace have kissed.…

In the Reichenschwand promise of August 12, 1980, I am expressly warned that I will not stop if God wants to go on with me. After the dream that night, I could be led into it. But today's mottos (lots) speak such a clear language that I can only go on, no matter what the cost.     The internal massa (lot) is in Isaiah 65:19. It's about the new world:   וגלתי בירושלם וששתי בעמי ולא-ישמע בה עוד קול בכי וקול זעקה   “I (God) will rejoice in Jerusalem and rejoice in My people. And from now on there…

In my parents' house I lie on my back in bed. The room is brightly lit. A person appears at the window, his face scowling, determined, framed by long dark hair. Then the person raises his arm and holds out a revolver at me. With a hoarse scream on my lips, I disappear under the covers, totally frightened, where I actually wake up. The shock still sits in my limbs, the picture of a kitschy Jesus face before my eyes, as one often saw it hanging in rooms or bedrooms in my youth.     Essence: A threatening figure appears…

  I get up ten minutes past midnight. After my personal morning liturgy, both the interior motto (lot) from Habakkuk 3:19 and the daily motto (lot) of the Moravian Church (Herrnhut) in Isaiah 11: 4 speaks to me personally as Messiah:   יהוה אדני חילי וישם רגלי כאילות ועל במותי ידרכני למנצח בנגינותי   "Habakkuk 3:19 New American Standard Bible (NASB) 19 The Lord [a]God is my strength, And He has made my feet like hinds’ feet, And makes me walk on my high places. For the choir director, on my stringed instruments. Footnotes: Habakkuk 3:19 Heb YHWH, usually rendered Lord"   The word reminds me of my dream of February…

In the October issue of “Israel Today” I read a report about a “Courage for Silence” cure at the Dead Sea. From there excursions were made, including to the Negev desert to Nitzanah, where the Israel Today vineyard was visited. This is consecrated to the “King Messiah”.     As I search for Nitzanah with the help of Google Earth, the display suddenly changes to “Kfar Yehoshua”. At first I am of the opinion that this village is near Nitzanah, but a little later I realize that it is relatively close to Nazareth, almost 200 km north of Nitzanah. Another…