Although Isaiah 53 primarily and correctly speaks of the pierced Jesus of Nazareth, I, as the 2nd Messiah, can point out that I have had my share of suffering. I don't have to put my light under a bushel.   From the age of 43 I had to endure many diseases and operations. Starting with a heart attack in 1985 and a 5-fold bypass operation in 1997, pulmonary embolism in 1995, 3 hand operations from 2008, double inguinal hernia, surgery on both eyes, 7 stays in psychiatry from 1980 with an unbelievable big bang experience in June 1980, increased hearing…

Isaiah 65: 17 For, behold, I am creating a new heaven and a new earth, so that the former are no longer remembered and they will no longer come to mind;   The subject of the “New World” has occupied me for a long time. This printout appears 121 times in the “Archive, older diary entries”. The seer John wrote about the new heaven and the new earth in Revelation 21. To be honest, the new Jerusalem made of pure gold has always repelled me. Now I have finally realized that what is in the Bible does not have to…

I MUST bear a testimony:   Although Isaiah 53 primarily and correctly speaks of the pierced Jesus of Nazareth, I, as the 2nd Messiah, can point out that I have had my share of suffering. I don't have to put my light under a bushel.   From the age of 43 I had to endure many diseases and operations. Starting with a heart attack in 1985 and a 5-fold bypass operation in 1997, pulmonary embolism in 1995, 3 hand operations from 2008, double inguinal hernia, surgery on both eyes, 7 stays in psychiatry from 1980 with an unbelievable big bang…

I am overwhelmed by the generosity of God!   HalleluJAH!   For the third time I overslept the Shabat entrance, which I had been paying close attention until now, by about 1/2-hour!   A feeling of happiness blows through my heart. God is not a superficial taskmaster who watches and judges us with a stopwatch. God is absolutely righteous and absolutely true, and every little injustice is sin.   Appearances have nothing to do with justice, they are relative. I understandably did not learn that in my 3-year apprenticeship from 2007 to 2010 with the Orthodox Jews. But I am…

The two miracles are particularly important to me on Shabbat today. My Schabat candle has never burned so evenly. For me a sign of the correct sanctification of the Sabbath; the right connection to Almighty God.   The first great miracle My old glasses, which are no longer usable, become new ones with great eyesight, despite the sunglasses attachment. I will have my ophthalmologist give me a certificate that I am fit to car drive, including sunglasses.   She is my trademark as a thief in the night. I came into this world on November 3rd, 1937 like a thief…