Two and a half months of apprenticeship are too short for the assessment of my "apprenticeship". Nevertheless, at the end of the first Israeli period, I would like to venture a conclusion. The question arises as to how far I have lived up to my promise of August 1980, i.e. whether I continued or stopped by the hand of Heavenly Father. Two events have become particularly important to me:     1. The detour via Kibbutz Jawne to Abraham's vineyard (the area where the retirement home is near Mea Shearim is called that). Abraham's vineyard reminded me of my dream…

As usual, I go to bed very early. After about an hour and a half of sleep, I wake up, which is nothing unusual. In my thoughts I am with my future and in a dialogue with God the time goes by until sleep overtakes me again. Shortly after midnight, I am rudely woken up from sleep. The seat of a cable car crashes under me. It is immediately clear to me that now is no time to sleep. The Hebrew adjective ssagur comes to mind, which means something like closed or closed. When I ask God: "What do I…