I thanked a distant relative, by whom I was invited for his 70th birthday, by email for the invitation and sent him the link to my website. From this a dialogue developed, from which I reproduce part of one of my answers:
“In fact, I did not see through that you meant your remarks about my calling as Savior of Israel and King of the world ironically. I could understand from my experience that it “almost took your breath away”.
Here are some “breathtaking” experiences of my “Hebrew Faith”:
1. During the self-awareness week in Reichenschwand in June 1980 (curriculum vitae) I was the clear center of the group. In the last group exercise, the members were blindfolded and a broomstick was placed in their upraised hands without further instruction. Pressure and counter-pressure ultimately caused the broomstick to break in my hand (symbolically for me the broken yoke (diary of January 20, 2013)).
2. I had a very impressive big bang experience at home shortly before my hospital admission. Looking for peace in my personal devotional corner, my head went faster and faster between a symbolic snake and a symbolic cross. The pace increased until I fell to the ground, solidified. At that moment I heard the “Big Bang” and immediately afterwards a newborn child screamed. For years I could barely talk about my “rebirth”.
3. For me, an incident afterwards in the psychiatric university clinic was also breathtaking. I paced up and down a common room proclaiming myself a Savior until three male nurses overpowered and splashed me.
4. Following the clinic, my wife and I were invited to Reichenschwand on vacation in August 1980. In a charismatic worship service I took the following promise for myself: “If you trust in me and place your hand in mine and allow me to guide you, you will transcend the boundary with me into a new land that you have never known and whose miracles are so great that the most beautiful thing you can imagine merely a shadow is in comparison.
But make sure you do not get left behind when I want to go further with you”.
This promise is still relevant to me. I find them breathtaking and wait for their fulfillment. (See also point 13)
5. At the end of the course week, I was identified as the fleeing, biblical Jonah in a picture drawn together on a blackboard (curriculum vitae).
6. In spring 2004 I rented the “Beit Yona” in Jerusalem for 3 weeks. I wanted to know what it had to do with me as Jonah. This time developed as a personal retreat in which I received many dreams. One of them, a Hebrew inspiration, particularly moved me. “Mi misrachi YAH yischlach” (JAHWEH will broadcast from an oriental). Who this oriental is and what he would send remained open. Also in a dream I was promised that I could do a banking apprenticeship in Jerusalem (curriculum vitae).
7. In the fall of 2004, I took part in the Feast of Tabernacles in Jerusalem, organized by the Christian Embassy. One of the speakers was Brother Yun, a Chinese who was severely persecuted for his beliefs and who was granted asylum law in Germany. His wonderful life story made it clear to me that it was the “misrachi” of my dream about spring (curriculum vitae).
8. The April 2007 revelation to Rabbi Kaduri was published in Israel Today magazine (diary of August 15, 2012). “What is difficult for many people to accept is the leadership and order of a Messiah of flesh and blood.”
9. On June 24th, 2007 I had the “lech-lecha” dream (report according to the “Doctrine” 2.10.) Go really to Jerusalem! (to the promised land)
10. On November 3rd, 2007, on my 70th birthday, I said goodbye to family, relatives and friends, thinking it was a definite goodbye; also quite moving. On November 5th, 2007, I started my “banking apprenticeship” in Jerusalem. (Diary)
11. In the dream of May 3, 2008, in which the arrival of the Messiah at the beginning of the story was made clear to me, God had to wake me up first (diary of April 26, 2014).
12. When I remembered the dream vision “elohim watedaber” from June 2nd, 2009 my heart beats faster: “But it was small in your eyes, God! And you talked about your servant’s house in the distance. And you will see me like a return of the highest man; Eternal, God! “(From a prayer by David in 1 Chronicles 17:17; diary of August 12, 2011)