Today is Shabbat July 17, 2021.

The smallest ants have been “chasing” me for about 2 weeks.

 

It all started with the discovery of a number of very small crawling things in the waste collection basket for plastic recycling.

 

Later I find the tiny ants on the stove level in composting material. Since then, the animals have been walking or wandering around the entire cooking / setting up work surface. I have given up consistent persecution.

 

Since I have not yet succeeded in combating it, I have come to the conclusion that fundamental thoughts are appropriate in a new entry in the diary. Really no things are impossible to Almighty God.

 

That was already manifest in the signs before Pharaoh and in the plagues of Egypt.

 

What it means for today and for me as the returned Christ is not yet clear to me at the moment.

 

However, I can imagine that the whole thing is related to the new world.

 

From the diary:

 

April 28, 2009
Tuesday – an eventful night

 

I experience a relatively eventful night. At 1:00 am I write down a dream that contains an aspect of my past. But I can’t find a direct call. At 3 o’clock I am awake again and my thoughts are moved by various experiences. Above all, I have to think of the “inexplicable” described yesterday; the stains on my underbelly. I actually have an underbelly with wine stains that I gave him a long time ago through carelessness when carrying it in my backpack because of a badly rinsed empty wine bottle. However, I find it very astonishing that I did not see the stains when I put the bodice on and off several times. I also don’t remember the spots being that big. My eyes must have been “held”; actually also an illusion. And the tiny ants? I cannot explain their origin in any way. Perhaps a somewhat daring thought: the signs before Pharaoh and the plagues of Egypt. Where did the phenomena come from back then?

 

 

November 1, 2009 (Sunday)

 

I put my almost full rubbish bag in the washing-up trough to fill in some more rubbish. As I lift the sack, it is teeming with a colony of fully grown black ants that escape through a hole in the sack. How is it possible that such a colony of ants can develop over Shabbat? I have no idea how the ants got into the sack.

 

 

November 4, 2009 (Wednesday)

 

From 1 a.m. until I get up at 3:30 a.m., I’m awake and tossing over a lot of thoughts. I am open to talking about God. The ants (1.11.09) come to mind and the planned development of the Schneller area (Syrian orphanage) by Charedim (strictly Orthodox Jews). A Jewish woman told me a while ago that the Charedim were compared to ants.

 

The area in which the Schneller area is located is officially called “Mekor Baruch”: source of the Baruch or blessed source. Baruch is my name, given to me by the tour guide Marianne in 1994. My wife was then called “Towah” (the good one). If the matter is in hand, I will not miss the “good” one at some point in the future.