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Diary entry by Erew Schabat

1 John 4:1 (NIV)

On Denying the Incarnation

4 Dear friends, do not believe every spirit, but test the spirits to see whether they are from God, because many false prophets have gone out into the world.

 

opened my eyes today.

 

 

 

I couldn’t keep my physical balance on the fitness course. I failed on both stations where you can practice your balance.

 

 

 

Why actually?

 

 

 

I knew: JAHWEH wants and I want too. At the second practice site it became clear to me:

 

 

 

It is my fear-mind that prevents me, my paranoia!

 

 

 

After my big bang experience in 1980, I was diagnosed as paranoid-schizophrenic and the senior doctor described me as a chronic case. I didn’t believe in that. It was always clear to me that God was behind my «fall».

 

 

 

FAITH IS EVERYTHING!

 

 

 

I realized that I can’t do my EGO, but that JAHWEH can.

 

 

 

Then I tried again, with firm trust in God. Lo and behold, it worked. I stood with my right leg on the beam for more than 5 seconds, my upper body bent forward and my left leg almost horizontal. Then I put my left foot on the floor without any problems.

 

 

 

A passer-by said bravo!

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